So Daddy had surgery last week which was a demonstration of his motto that both people give 100% of themselves in a healthy relationship. This man is SO capable and caring, all the time, with me. I hated to see him in pain, but I was really grateful for a time I could show him …
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Why, Oh Why, Can’t We Talk?
I have no idea why getting the words to come out of my mouth, like they’re in my head, is so hard. I know having the relationship I need, is contingent on my ability to communicate. So how can I be awkward and shy when it’s appropriate for me to be strong and fearless? I …
Promising
Things have been going really well so far. Daddy hasn’t backed off from his research, or his willingness to fill my need to be submissive. Its like a dream sometimes. The part I never could understand was he was so naturally a caregiver, and Big “D” to my lil “s”, but always seemed reluctant to …
Trying This
I know I’m dramatic, but I guess I’m free to be as dramatic as I want here. I’m hoping putting my thoughts and feelings in words, regularly, will help me to sort through them and not be quite so crazy. Truth is though, I don’t mind being a lil crazy. I think it’s better than …