Things have been going really well so far. Daddy hasn't backed off from his research, or his willingness to fill my need to be submissive. Its like a dream sometimes. The part I never could understand was he was so naturally a caregiver, and Big "D" to my lil "s", but always seemed reluctant to …
100%
So Daddy had surgery last week which was a demonstration of his motto that both people give 100% of themselves in a healthy relationship. This man is SO capable and caring, all the time, with me. I hated to see him in pain, but I was really grateful for a time I could show him …
Why, Oh Why, Can’t We Talk?
I have no idea why getting the words to come out of my mouth, like they're in my head, is so hard. I know having the relationship I need, is contingent on my ability to communicate. So how can I be awkward and shy when it's appropriate for me to be strong and fearless? I …
Pretty Classy Artsy Hotter-than- Hell Pics
I've been seeing these beautiful pictures on some of the blogs I've been reading. I'm intrigued and wonder if I could possibly make anything that beautiful and sexy? Might need to start a little research on angles and light.
His Lil Masochist
One thing Daddy and I have actually always been on the same page about is how much we both love spankings. Him giving, and me receiving. Up until recently, he didn't provide as many as I would like, for reasons I'll explain next, but since we've been working on our D/s side, he's picked up …
My New Addiction
Oh my lord, Sex Blogs! I had no idea... I'm in awe of the wonderful authors of these things. I feel like I've been under a rock to have missed these. The evolution of me finding them was having a long commute to work and finding out podcasts are good for that. The BDSM podcasts …
Trying This
I know I'm dramatic, but I guess I'm free to be as dramatic as I want here. I'm hoping putting my thoughts and feelings in words, regularly, will help me to sort through them and not be quite so crazy. Truth is though, I don't mind being a lil crazy. I think it's better than …
Yay! for Anxiety.
So I have generalized anxiety and depression. Heavy on the anxiety side. This has been an ongoing problem my whole life, and I'm 43. I've been resistant to take meds because of an experience when I was younger, but a couple of years ago, it got so bad, I had to go see a Doctor. …
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